wah,,sgt xsngke!!!

hahahaha.. glak jerk blh..

xsngke gler ngan sorg mamat yg sggh gentleman..

blh die kate, straight 2 da point..

hehe..

lbh kurg mcm ni la,,

lpas dip ni, klu die dpt keje as a _ _

die nak jdkan aku partner die..hehe..

pas2 klu xdpt keje, xjd la..

agak suke2 ye dcni..

lpas kene bsuh ckit, die pun ok..

mksdnye xde la t'dsak nak cr partner sgt..

die dpt no dr mmbr aku yg sgt bjak dlm bab pass2 no ni..

pas2 msj2 mcm biase..

mcm biase gak, aku bantai 'aku' 'ko' ngan die..

kate mafia seantero dunie..hee,,(ni quiz kat fb yg kate)

now,,aku rase mcm argh!!tdak mahu ini b'laku coz...

aku kate

xpe, kt go with da flow je..

ade jdoh ade la, klu xde xpe..

die akan dpt org yg 10k kali lg baik dr aku..

tkut kot...

aku xknal die pun, pnah tgk pun kat fb jerk

coz lg prefer tuk knal scre face 2 face

n xsdia tuk make any relationship skrg ni,hee~

ha, btw die ni bkn org yg dlm kriman xlas n terbaik 2 ye..

hehe..

kiriman ikhlas n terbaik

Alhamdulillah.. stkat hidup kat bumi Allah ni,, aku dpat byk kiriman ikhlas dan terbaik dr Allah..

cme kdg aku yg xsdar or alpa.. erm, ape yg ade dpan mate xnmpk.. yg jauh dkjar.. pdhal yg dpan mate 2 adlah yg terbaik tuk aku.. tp, smua ni depends.. kene pndi mnilai.. yg jauh kdg blh jd lbh baik dr yg dkat..erm?? *pning2 ckit*

pa pe pun ttp yakin ade hikmah smua ni.. tp, kdg aku tkut bl. . .

Allah kirimkan seseorg dlm hidup aku, aku rase die dah ckup baik tuk aku tp akhirnye die bkn utk aku.. aku sdih.. nape Allah krimkan die klu mcm 2.. eh, bkn xb'syukur ye.. just wonder y it happened.. haha,, didn't mean i regret ngan takdir ni.. sbnrnye smua bnd ade hikmah yg tersembunyi either kt sdar or x.. yg pntg kiriman ikhlas Allah pade aku ni, aku harap kekal smpi bl2.. cme klu kt rase die bkn tuk kt, jgn menyesal sbb ade lg yg terbaik tuk kt.. like wat i've mentioned kat ats 2.. kiriman ikhlas n terbaik.. mgkin kt rase die mmg dah ckup baik tp die bkn yg terbaik tuk kt sbnrnye.. Allah tau smuanye.. so,, no worries!! tp, mcm mane plak klu die mmg tuk kt??erm..hepi?? xtau la nak kate..hehe.. skali rpnye mmg die tuk aku.. malunye kat dri sndr..argh!!tidak..!!

syukur Alhamdulillah sbb dberi kiriman family yg best.. t'utame mak, mak, mak n ayah..

tanpe diorg, xde la baby yg b'name fatin nurjannah ni kat dunia.. haha,, *baby*

pas2 kiriman yg xt'hgge gak coz dpt kwan2 yg baik.. tahan ngan prangai aku yg mcm2 ni..

byk tolong, byk bg advice.. n smua2 yg baik la..

thanx tuk smua org yg yg b'glar rakan, kawan, mmbr, sahabat, bestfrenz, besties, teman, pena, ape lg ek??erm..smua yg sewaktu dgnnye..

i luv our ukhuwah..hope diz ukhuwah wll bring us to jannah..

nasyid??i say yes!!

now, im studying CHM350..cg Raihan pny subjek.. smbil 2 dgr la lgu nasyid dr laptop Choh, dlm folder 'layan'..mmg layan r wa ckp lu.. ha, jgn xtau fatin nurjannah dgr lgu2 nasyid..

mengimbas kngan swaktu msih dlm dunia yg agak gelap..(b'bgge jd nerd), nasyid ni mmg xde dlm list lagu aku la..stkat yg biase2 2 blh r..raihan,,lgu die iman mutiara.. hijjaz, rabbani, ape yg lgu kawan 2??erm..xingt la.. n inteam.. ni pun dah kr ok la kan.. dgr gak,hee~

smua pun b'tkar bl msuk jengka.. rumates ade la gak bk lgu nasyid.. tp yg plg byk memban2 ialah Choh, byk lgu pun dpt dr die.. bl dgr, rpnye best gak lyan nasyid,,hehe.. tp serius, klu mmbr2 lame aku tau mest diorg mayb la..menganjing ckit..argh!!ade aku kesah?? ;)

bl dgr lgu2 ni time mlm2 mcm ni, syahdu gler.. nak2 bl hayati btul..blh nangis.. tp 2 la, mnusia insaf kjap jerk.. esknye lagha blk..hee~

btw, klu psal lgu nasyid ni.. ade 1 lagu mmg aku xblh dgr n xingt dah bp taun xdgr lgu 2 scre full version.. erm,, tjuk die kau sahabat kau teman by Hijjaz.. I dedicated diz song to my late friend,, Siti Noren bt Tamhaji.. die meninggal time drjh 5,, mmg tragis.. xcident, kene lggr lori.. n dgr, die kene lenyek.. kat bdn jenazah byk gak kesan lebam.. yg plg sdih time 2,, aku xpegi pun time ziarah c mati.. aku xtau,, aku sdih.. mayb time 2 bdk lg.. ya Allah, bl pk2 blk.. 2 la mse terakhir aku tuk lawat die.. but, until now.. aku still ingt kat die.. b'day die.. which is same bln n ari ngan aku every year.. aku ingt ko syg..jgn risau, slagi aku hidup, insyaAllah aku krim surah al-Fatihah or Yassin kat ko.. aku syg ko.. n aku rase ko pun tau kan?? mcm biase, bl aku ade prob, bl aku t'ingt kat ko.. aku rase mcm ko ade jerk sblh aku.. thanx 4 being my friend...

b'blk kat lagu ni gak, dlu msuk nasyid,,hehe.. pas2 bwak lgu ni..n guess what??ktorg mng.. tp time nyanyi 2 mmg xingt bnd lain la, cme ingt arwah jerk.. smpi smua org pun nangis time nyanyi..hehe,,mcm dlm muvi...

pa pe pun,, smua lagu ade mksd sndr.. pndi2lah kt hayati n kaji ape yg btul2 dmksdkan.. jgn nyanyi jerk tp mksd memuje sumthing coz bl tgk The Arrivals jd mcm t'tipu..sbb almost smua lgu2 hollywood adelah propa yahudi..mmg xgne!!haish..m'pekotak katikkaan smua org..

ha, dah tlanjur promote ni, tgk la The Arrivals ye..

~deeper conversation~

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you

And if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

if you dont mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
let me

~yuna~

baiti,,jannati

rumahku syurgaku.. sukenye bile ramai yg sbut2 Jannah sbb dat's my name.. sdar xsdar, rupenye aku bwk name Jannah 2 stiap mase but never realize it until...now kot,,hee~
biase org pggl atin, fatin, tenten..sounds like pasaraya tenten kat temerloh 2..oh,no3.. i upgrade byk ye.. ;)
act, dlu gler xsuke ngan name Jannah ni,, sounds like 'urban' n feels like an 'ustazah'..hehe.. but, since sek men dah blh trime ckit coz ade la sorg 2 try2 nak pggl name ni..tp, still weird.. erm,,bl msuk jengka dah rase xkesah..nak pggl pun pggl la..sbb dat's my name..cun ape,,syurga rite?? (prasan jap jerk)
bkn ape, cume rase mcm hipokrit jerk bl org pggl Jannah coz mest org ingt bl name yg baik mest orgnye polite, descent,baik hati, alim2..n smua yg mahmudah2 la sng cter..oh, Tuhan,,moge smua sfat2 mahmudah 2 ade pdku,,n jd personality,,jd part of my life till my last breath.. ;)
ada ape pade name?? blh x ckp mcm ni?? erm,,confuse2.. msg2 ade diffrnt view.. pa pe pun,, its just a name.. it can't describe da person.. tp name pntg wat..smua mest agree kan?? klu xde name..nak pggl org ape??erm..... btw, people can't judge others by looking at their name..eh, ade ke org judge org lain tgk pd name??mngarut jerk..mmg pun aku suke mngarut sbb 2 la aku rase mcm xlyak jerk org pggl aku Jannah..rase mcm bdk yg sgt2 baik..bg aku.. im not gud enough,,as a slave of Allah,,follower of Rasulullah saw,,daughter,,student,,bestfrenz n friend....

~andai kutahu~

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Andai kutahu
MalaikatMu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu

Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga
Tak pantas di surga

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu

~ungu~